Friendship is like the relationship between the hand and the eyes.
It's like when the hand gets hurt the eyes cries
And when the eye cries they hand wipes the tears
I dont know if its the way he says my name,
Or the way he catches me staring at him
And pretends not to notice the smile on my face.
Maybe its just the way he makes me feel about myself,
Even when Im down.
But when I look at him, I see all those memories of us.
And I just wonder, if maybe, Hes still seeing them too
Somehow you always end up running through my head
Dont ask me why, after all the lies
I don't know why I still care anymore
But somehow I just can't let go.
Maybe it's the thought of you coming back one day
But you better have a clue & realize I have feelings too,
Its not always about you
You hug me close; I shut my eyes tight.
You tell me it's gonna be alright.
You hug me closer; kiss my cheek.
Then my tears start to leak
I open my eyes then realize its true...
Ive fallen for you
Some things fall apart so other things can fall together
As he grabbed my hand half of me wanted to scream
"Dont touch me"
But half of me wanted to say,
"Baby, never let me go"
&& I wonder if truly you are nearly as beautiful as I believe
Just because I dont wear black
Doesnt mean I dont hurt inside
Ive been chewed up & spit up
More times then I can remember
Just because I dont cut my wrists
Doesnt mean I dont want people to know
How much hell I go through everyday,
& how my fucking fairytale Is not a storybook at all
Be mindful what you toss away,
Be careful what you push away,
And think hard before you walk away.
p.s i love you. forever & today.
I wish i was a white crayon so no one would use me
